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| So its been forever since i updated this.
so much and yet so little has changed
york is still the same
comp sci is still shit but what u gona do
friends are good
work is steady
school is something to pull your pants down and bend over in front of
i dunno not much else really.
i think this whole idea of blogging is so lame. my friend the other
said he was gonna post about losing a button on his shirt. honestly a
waste of web space
much like this.
peace
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| I woke up like 30 minutes ago and i was shivering .. like goosebumps
everywhere..and its what 30 degrees over here...i had the most insanely
vivid dream.
i dunno i was somewhere between canada and australia...like some sort
of temporary site people go before they can leave by plan to go to
australia..
anyway this is the funny part..i saw the girl of my dreams..like i knew
right away when i saw her that she was the one...anyway it was
really weird cuz ok here it goes:
she had a boyfriend or something..but yea there wasa group of us. and
uhh i dunno it seems like a lot of time passes (i just got there or
something) and we're all really close or something cuz everything is
relaxed and chilled.
anyway, it comes time to go..and we board this giant cargo airplane.and
i find this interesting cuz only AFTER im on the plane..they ask me to
come along..and i tell them that i cant because i dont have the grades
to (yea..i dunno)..and she asks me to come despite that.
anyway..i decide i really cant and i jump out of the plane.
later on i come all the way back to where i am (like toronto) and i go
to school and i meet my friends and go to class but its like in shades
of grey or something..like everything seems so dull. and im going
insane thinking about the girl and the place.
the next day i pack again and im heading back out to the temporary
site..and once again theyre all there..i meet the chick and well some
sappy stuff happens (im amazed how much crap my mind can make up). but
its great..like..it feels like home. my dreams are weird...maybe other
people are like this too but i still have a somewhat conscious
mind...like i acknowledge things with the other parts of my brain
too..so i KNEW this was the chick..like she was perfect and i knew it
on BOTH sides of my brain. it was fucked.
ok so things get weird here:
we head out again, and this time i decide to go for the ride.
we reach there (australia, or so i think anyway) and all of a sudden im
at a school or something.. i pass by like a deans office or something
and i overhear him talking to this guy and hes planning on doing
something to the chicks boyfriend..but at the time i dont really care
anyway we're out in a field and thers these ominous trees all
around..it starts raining and theres thunder and all that...so this kid
that was at the deans place..hes a buddy of the chicks boyfriend..and
he says somethign to the effect of "lets see who can reach that tree
first?" and so they start running..but i know somethings wrong cuz the
guy suddenly stops rnning and its just the bf...so he runs to a tree
and hugs it and i know whats going on at this point..
so i start running at him but its too late...the thunder strikes the
tree as hes hugging it and im just shocked (in my conscious mind too)
but it feels like nothing happens to him..cuz he just walks back sorta
dazed..people start murmuring around me..so he comes towards me and as
hes within like touching distance he just lets out a cry and spazzes
and collapses.. it was soo ridiculously scarey.
i think there was more but unfortunately my alarm clock raped my dream.
i find it funny cuz i remember how perfect the girl was..but i cant
remember what she looked like. freaky. and it was just so..real. i just
hope i find her in real life
thats all for now
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| | You Are 36% Evil |  A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well.
In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil. |
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| Hmm
This past saturday was a reunion (sp?) for haig..well sorta. it was ed and lisas b-days.
had tons of fun.
just made this post to say i cant believe how much i missed people.
u dont know how much u miss people until u see them again and like all the memories and details come flooding back into ur head.
thats all, maybe more details later.
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| I saw Matchpoint today..WOW amazing movie.. very terrifying and
chilling..whoever hasnt seen it go watch it..its not a sappy romance
movie, trust me.
I decided i wanna go somewhere far far away from here and never come
back..i guess at some later point in time thats just what i'll do.
this summer is so...weird..i dunno what to say..so many things i never
thot would happen, happened. and so many things i expected would
happen, didnt.
At least theres some time left. I havent seen somany people i miss so
much. ( i didnt go to the charity :( i regret that greatly now)
i talked to someone on msn i havent talked to in a looong time..u never
know how much u miss people until theyre gone..and come back lol.
i cant believe its been over 2 years since i walked into the halls of earl haig (high school).
sometimes..well a lot of times..i wish i could go back to grade 10 and
do so many things different. yea i think im sounding emo now, but w/e.
im getting my G soon..still need insurance for the car..but fuck cant
wait. i'll be having a lot more "freedom" what ever that means.
ok thats it im out.
gl + hf to everyone
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